Wednesday, February 16, 2022

Self as Embodied by Emotion and Devotion in Coincidences and Music / John Zorn's Bladerunner - La Villette Jazz Festival, France, July 5th, 2000 (Bootleg Download)

 


"During the year 1957, I experienced, by the grace of God, a spiritual awakening which was to lead me to a richer, fuller, more productive life. At that time, in gratitude, I humbly asked to be given the means and privilege to make others happy through music. I feel this has been granted through His grace. ALL PRAISE TO GOD."
(John Coltrane on the liner notes of A Love Supreme, 1965)


To me, there has always been something so wonderful about bootlegs. For the most part, they let me experience moments in history that I wish I could have lived in person, being in direct contact with the moment that would have been happening right before my eyes. But on the other hand, when it comes to my favorite artists, they let me get deeper into their history, seeing their change in something that is very close to a first hand, witnessing their evolution, their change in style, ideals, goals, and emotions, or just their purest and most honest artistic expression; all through the exquisite form of musical expression that are live performances. In between diving through all the big archive that are live bootlegs, sometimes there comes a special place where that historical/unforgettable moment meets up with the "witnessing  their most real form of expression", making up for some truly special recordings. Such is the case of this live gig.

There is a period in John Zorn's career that is very special to me. I personally see the period between 1998 to 2003 (aka post studio Masada, following the release of Yod, and right before the behemoth that was Electric Masada properly came to be) as a very reflective and personal time for him. His never-ending economical and artistic struggle was present as ever during that period, pressuring him more than usual during that time on the economical and personal side, but having the artist managing to use his work as a way to let all the frustration get released, coming up with ideas and sketches that would later on form part of his future series of compositions. Zorn himself has been open about that dark period, about how he had let his hair grow a lot and how he was taking less care of his own self than usual, but still pushing through. At the verge of being 50, with a radical change in mindset in a lot of different aspects due to a lot of different events, this period had him diving further into the variety and reach of his work, still connecting with more musicians, and still publishing record after record. The Masada live albums and performances were becoming more common, more intriguing and fascinating than ever in the rendition of the compositions of the so called New Radical Jewish Culture, Tzadik had been going stronger than ever with their series, specially with New Japan, supporting a wide range of styles and artists that had amazing works to be heard, and Zorn's solo work being as fascinating as ever, indulging more in his Classical style compositions, playing with artists like Seigen Ono, being varied and captivating with the Filmworks series, and delivering some of the most unique pieces of his discography with albums like Xu Feng and Ars Longa Dens Brevis. And in between all that, the solo live performances that took part during this period were sparse, but they were always focused on improvisation with different individuals. Enter John Zorn's Bladerunner.

This ensemble was a very short lived one, as a lot of Zorn's live ensembles tended to be in general, and consisted of the very intriguing quartet of John Zorn, Bill Laswell, Fred Frith, (these three classic behemoths who had been collaborating for years up to that point) and Dave Lombardo (fresh out of Slayer, and attempting to flesh out his musical work as a solo artist and by working with other musicians, attempting to play some classical works, becoming part of Fantômas, and eventually landing work with John Zorn in some of his records including Taboo & Exile and Xu Feng). It was most certainly an unconventional lineup, but at the same time it was also a highly promising one. And they most certainly didn't fail to deliver. They had played a gig on July 3rd on London, which left the audiences pleased and the artists satisfied with their work onstage, but there was an ambition to do more. Two days later, the quartet would present themselves in front of a French crowd on July 5th, at the La Villette festival that was taking place that year. The result? Seven improvisational pieces, including one rendition of John Coltrane's "A Love Supreme", that made up for an hour long gig that would go down as one of the most special for all the artists involved, miraculously captured by various audience recordings, with even VHS tapes of the set being shared between fans.  

What is found here is something that is truly special within the lifespan of an artist. The opportunity where everyone is at the right place, at the right time. As a whole, the chemistry between all the artists involved ended up in one of the most mesmerizing and exciting gigs of their careers up to that point, improvisational pieces that managed to get the whole crowd puzzled by the event, but floored at the end of every piece. It is truly something that has to be heard an appreciated by any fan of John Zorn's work, by anyone who understands the fact that he uses whatever tool at hand in order to create a sense of community rather than a selfish and overly personal result, something which was specially present that very night, with every single piece of the puzzle pouring their heart and skill in order to deliver something unforgettable.

When Lombardo was asked about his most memorable and inspirational gig, he mentioned this particular set, stating that:


"I played there with John Zorn and Bill Laswell, the dub producer, and Fred Frith, the guitar player/sound effects guy. We did an improv there that brought the people to their feet — it was just amazing. We clicked so well that night that I don't think it was ever recreated again. That showed what could come out from your inside naturally — a musical experience that only happens not very often."


There's a lot of mystery surrounding this performance. About what lead the artists to dive into the patterns they chose, if there was a predetermined skeleton that they would let themselves be guided by, or if it was all a miracle, a matter of chance, of all the right elements coming together for the right results. I quoted John Coltrane's words earlier because even if Zorn isn't lead by religious beliefs or by a devotion to God, he, and most artists he ends up working with on a close level, are definitely lead by their own kind of devotion and belief. I see this recording, and in particular that excellent rendition of A Love Supreme, as Zorn's own special spiritual awakening, as a way to let his gratitude towards art (towards his work and his sense of delivering community to both the people he works with and the audiences that decide to invest themselves into the work that is being delivered) bleed out through the notes and the beautiful chaos that manifested during that night. We may never know why A Love Supreme or any of the other pieces took the turns they did, but that entire mystery is what ends up making moments like this something truly memorable and eternal. Because as Zorn has said time and time again: "if my life or my work didn't have any sort of mystery, it would all be a bore".

And maybe the sound quality isn't as good as one would like in order to appreciate this in the best way possible, but the simple fact that this recording exists, and that it can give us a taste of what transpired that night in France, is just amazing. Perhaps not everyone will connect with it in the same way, but it is still one hell of a good recording to give a try to. 

If there is one thing bootlegs, and live recordings in general, will never completely deliver to me is the fact that I can't see the reaction of the audience first hand, and with gigs such as this I most certainly wish I could be able to, at least for a couple of minutes, stand within the audience, to just look around and see their reactions to whatever is going on onstage. But based on what we can be able to listen in this recording, the audience just seems to be unsure about how to react in general, almost as if they were holding their breath until the end of every piece, just to suddenly let their amazement show through their ovations and their excitement (this is only broken once throughout the entire set, at the halfway mark, with that wild and chaotic rendition of A Love Supreme, and for very good reasons). And if that happens to be exactly what happened, then I have to say my reactions were all the same. 

In the end, I am never 100% certain if this recording is totally within the realms of Jazz, Rock, Experimentation, Metal or whatever the fuck comes to my mind whenever I revisit these improvisations, because as a whole this performance makes up for one of the most special, mesmerizing, memorable, and heart/brain melting live recordings that I have witnessed in Zorn's catalog; never ceasing to leave me puzzled, never ceasing to leave me excited and amazed. 

But there sure is one thing I am very much certain of. Maybe it is provocative, maybe it is unwavering, maybe it is hard to digest as a whole, but regardless of all that, this is refined emotion being embodied in the chemistry between talented artists coming together to make one unforgettable experience. A perfect place that is rare to get to, where everything that comes out of the clash of artists feels like improvisation at its best, but it also somehow manages to feel perfectly rehearsed and well put together. It is all I aim to accomplish with my art, and also what I always want to find within art. Love for music, for one's craft, culminating in a purely cathartic musical bliss, leaving me with thoughts and emotions that I always treasure within my conscience. Priceless. Unique. Eternal. Magical. And let me tell you, I wouldn't trade those feelings for anything in the entire world.

God, I fucking love music. 

John Zorn - Alto Saxophone
Bill Laswell - Bass
Fred Frith - Guitar, Sound Effects
Dave Lombardo - Drums

1 - [untitled] (10:47)
2 - [untitled] (16:02)
3 - [untitled] (8:55)
4 - [untitled] (11:49)
5 - [untitled] (4:23)
6 - A Love Supreme (10:19)
7 - [untitled] (9:50)

Total Time: 72:09


Tuesday, July 27, 2021

King Crimson - Live at Dr. Phillips Center for Performing Arts, Orlando, FL, USA - 26/07/2021 (Bootleg Download)



Taper: whoawhoami

Taper Notes: First 10 minutes are just us bullshitting, talking about our drinks for the night. They had Tony Levin (I think) doing the opening act with his interesting looking guitar plus other people, they ended up covering two old Pink Floyd era tracks, but I didnt end up recording that. They are playing a Frippian ambient soundscape over the PA but it can be hard to hear. The audio also includes the Fripp music can change the world skit, near 15 minutes in if i recall correctly. The setlist online is currently wrong, Set 2 opened up with Crimson King, followed by Radical Action and Level 5.

Editor Notes: Trimmed a lot of the chatting and noise that came up across the recording. Leveled the audio in some parts and added fade in/fade out moments at the end/beginning of both sets as well as the encore (personally I think the end result turned out pretty great). Even though song quality itself isn't that great, the setlist itself is superb, and a lot of renditions of the songs are marvelous to listen to. Really worthwhile for those who are interested in this current lineup of the band.

Set 1

1- Intro Announcement / Band Enters The Stage
2- Devil Dogs Of Tessellation Row
3- Pictures Of A City
4- Epitaph
5- Red
6- One More Red Nightmare
7- Discipline
8- Indiscipline
 
Set 2

9- The Court Of The Crimson King
10- Radical Action II / Level Five
11- Starless

Encore

12- 21st Century Schizoid Man

Total Length: (90:45)







Saturday, July 3, 2021

Orbital - In Sides (The Complete Unofficial Compilation) (1996) Album / Bootleg Download

 

Doesn't do anything because that is not how copyright works, but its good to clarity: I don't do this for any credit or income. All respective rights go to Orbital. This is just the work of a fan who really loves the music these people have created and deeply respects them and thanks them for their efforts.

Orbital. In Sides. There is a lot to say about this album, about that magnific duo who has been wonderfully consistent and prolific across what is now a 20+ years long career, but this is not the time to do so. It is the time, somehow, to explain a bit about the different issues, bonus tracks, and related material that has been associated with what is usually considered their best project. Deluxe and special editions are nothing new when it comes to Orbital releases, from their 1991 debut to their 2018 album there have been plenty of reissues, region exclusive, or limited editions that have come out over the years (usually including something unique that distinguishes them from other versions), and In Sides sure isn't an exception to the rule. 

Over the years the album has managed to maintain its reputation as a classic album that any fan of techno/electronic should check out, but during its release in 1996 there were already a series of different versions of the album that had different bonus material included in them. The material itself wasn't trying to add things to the main experience, but instead focused on showcasing the wide range of concepts and ideas that were being handled around that time, in that particular point where the duo was trying to use their instrumental pieces as a way to reflect on morality and the damage that humanity was dealing to the environment. But among the many versions of the album there were certainly some that stood out due to the amount of material that they brought to the table.

In first instance we got the special collector's limited edition boxset that included the main album and the original version of "The Box" single which was only released as a UK exclusive, with the big track split up into a four part piece that certainly had a lot to offer in its originality and appeal (also considering it would go down as one of the band's most beloved songs, mostly thanks to the music video that came along with it). After that there were two different versions of the album that were released early on in 1996, each one containing a bonus CD of bonus material but at the same time having that same bonus material being very different. In the US the bonus CD contained two versions of "Satan", "The Saint" single and its respective remix "The Sinner", and a live version of "Halcyon". In the UK the bonux CD contained the "Times Fly" EP as well as a special mix of "The Box" single. With that alone there was already plenty of material to dive into, with future versions and reissues simply staying as a one CD version, sometimes including "The Saint" as a bonus track. However, during the rise of online forums and music blogs, different bootleg versions of In Sides started surfacing, with a point in time where the Macro Head bonus track for the Green Album was being wrongfully associated with In Sides, being a common ocurrance to find it included along side "The Saint" or "The Box" in digital copies of the album, becoming a bootleg bonus in spirit.  

However, one thing that is certainly curious about In Sides is the fact that after its main release in 1996 and subsequent reissues in 2000 and 2001, there have not been any re-releases or new versions that bring all the bonus material together in an official way; and that is where this bootleg comes into existence. Personally, I consider In Sides as a very important album in my musical journey, considering all the related bonus material to be as important and excellent as the main album itself. A fantastic album that conveys a powerful message that is still relevant nowadasy on a unique way, and that was the culmination of all the ideas that the duo was working with at the time, with stuff like "The Box" and "The Saint" singles being highly praised fan favorites. In that spirit, what is being brought here is not a re-interpretation or a reconstruction of the album, it simply is, as the title suggests, a way of compiling all that bonus material together into one huge release, giving all that masterful material the rightful treatment it deserves.

The tracks included on this bootleg go as follow:

Original CD Release

1 - The Girl With the Sun in Her Head

2 - P.E.T.R.O.L.

3 - The Box (Part One)

4 - The Box (Part Two)

5 - Dŵr Budr

6 - Adnan's

7 -  Out There Somewhere? (Part One)

8 - Out There Somewhere? (Part Two)

"Green Album" Vinyl Bonus Track / "In Sides" Digital Bootleg Bonus Track

9 - Macro Head

Limited Edition Collector's Boxset With "The Box" Single (Split Into Four Tracks)

10 - The Box (Radio Edit)

11 - The Box (Untitled Version 1)

12 - The Box (Untitled Version 2)

13 - The Box (Vocal Reprise)

US Bonus Disc

14 - Satan (Industry Standard)

15 - Satan (Live In New York City)

16 - The Saint

17 - The Sinner

18 - Halcyon And On And On (Live)

UK Bonus Disc (Including "Times Fly" EP and Special Mix of "The Box" Single)

19 - Times Fly (Slow)

20 - Sad But New

21 - Times Fly (Fast)

22 - The Tranquilizer

23 - The Box

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A love letter to a masterful project. Highly recommended, and I hope you enjoy it:

https://mega.nz/folder/lYB3hQiT#QqAl27f4nrIfgD9kobunrw (Everything included is on 320kbs)

Monday, January 4, 2021

Sing It Over Again / Tatsuro Yamashita - Joy (1989) Album Review

Overall Rating: 10/10

Favorite Tracks: Sparkle / Let's Dance Baby / メリー・ゴー・ラウンド / Ride On Time

If one thing can be said about Tatsuro Yamashita's career is the fact that regardless of the year, the musical eras/styles, the economical difficulties, the personal or creative struggles, or even the different limitations; the man has always been a wonderful act to admire on a live setting. Even if there weren't any new projects in mind, Tatsuro has been consistently presenting himself on different concerts and venues ever since the early Sugar Babe days in 1974, with every single year having its share of live presentations where the man just startled audience with the incredible charisma displayed onstage, while also having the help of a huge number of different talented lineups that even got to include giants like Haruomi Hosono or Ryuichi Sakamoto that met the expectations of the master himself and offered some memorable performances. His live reputation has always been something that fans looked up to, regardless of the underground Tokyo days or the full Japanese tours that came with the success of Moonglow and Ride On Time, but for the most part it is something confirmed by both the artist himself as well as the many people that had the fortune of witnessing him live. Of course, this is nothing new for those who are very much aware of the artist's musical vision, with the fact that he mostly writes his material with a live setting in mind, considering live performances as the true way to admire and experience his many compositions. Sadly, Yamashita's fantastic onstage reputation is something that can be confirmed by many, but it is not something that can be admired by those who don't have the fortune of looking at it in person. 

Tatsuro isn't a big fan of recording his many performances, it is somewhat of an old-fashioned vision of getting the real experience in person rather than admiring it from afar without having that personal intimacy with the music. That is not to say that there is no footage available whatsoever. As is to be expected by many artists with such a long career and with that many amount of releases, a number of live tracks/snippets have been released, be it with special reissues of a record/single or specially on the many radio/tv shows dedicated to the artist (considering that Japanese broadcasts have a tendency to do that sort of thing, also considering the big reputation that Tatsuro acquired over the years on his native country, both as a summer and Christmas figure, getting specific shows that are dedicated to play his music with some live extracts selected by the man himself, but these are very much something of their own, and they offer a completely different experience when it comes to try and admire the spectacle that Tatsuro offers onstage). But even then, the divulgation of this sort of material outside, and even within, Japan is something strictly regulated, with a big concern on copyright infringement, while also considering the mindset of the artist, making live footage in the form of unofficial broadcast recordings or bootlegs be something extremely hard to get outside of what was released officially. And if it is that way now, one can only imagine how much of a pain it was back in the 80's and 90's.

As it was mentioned before, the artist wasn't really a big fan of spreading live recordings officially in any shape or form, and that was a mindset kept ever since the early Sugar Babe and solo Tokyo underground days. From 1974 to 1976, with the different lineups of the first band the man was ever a part of, the Sugar Babe shows mostly remained on enclosed venues, with minor some TV appearances taking place every once in a while, so due to that relatively small following there wasn't a big concern on recording the performances. Even then, the band's reputation would have some dedicated fans that did appreciate the new musical ideas that were brought to Japan by the group, even if the critics and the mainstream didn't feel so warm towards them and taking years to fully admire the work that was being done, so there were bootleg recordings being spread from time to time. But nevertheless, it was the mid 70's, so personal equipment was not very good for the most part, ending up on most of these fan recordings having poor sound quality, but it was still something considering the fact that the band didn't really worry about having official live recordings (to the point where the different special editions of "Songs" would come with exclusive live tracks taken from fan bootlegs that were somehow acquired by Tatsuro and Eiichi Otaki at the time). But this mentality of not being concerned to record live gigs officially, or not releasing them on full that way, would certainly stay with the main figures of the group even after Sugar Babe parted ways in order to follow their own solo ambitions.

For those who are aware of Tatsuro Yamashita's story, from 1976 to 1979 there was a lot of struggle involved with his solo career, with a lot of financial, personal, and creative struggles that lead to very hard times, even to the point where the idea of leaving the career as a whole started to be a big possibility. Under the wing of RVC/RCA label as well as having the help of the wonderful Ryuzo Kosugi as a manager, producer, and close friend, Yamashita's iconic album run would take place, but it would do so after such a difficult time for the artist. The sales for 1976's Circus Town, 1977's Spacy, and 1978's Go Ahead! were relatively poor at first, being able to barely cover for the coast of the ambitious recording sessions that were invested by the label at the time, regardless of the slow artistic evolution that Yamashita brought with every record and how much he was being praised and respected by different important figures in the world of Japanese music at the time. These issues were mainly due to the fact that there were no singles promoting the albums, as well as being one of the pioneers on implementing western influences on a Japanese market, taking its time to gather a following and reputation within the mainstream, finally being recognized once the so called "city pop" movement started taking over in the beginning of the 80s. But until that point, Yamashita's following remained condensed on Tokyo's musical underground community, making his main source of income the many live shows and small record sales provided by these communities. 

It was all a slow but difficult evolution, from starting as an ambitious young man inspired by the likes of The Beach Boys to gathering experience while working in the US and acquiring a more technical style of writing and arranging his music, eventually being selective with the musicians he worked with, ending up collaborating with people such as Haruomi Hosono, Ryuichi Sakamoto, and Hiroshi Sato; to going on a pessimistic mindset where he just tried his hand at different loose ideas, eventually ending up on his first popular dance club and radio tracks such as Let's Dance Baby and Bomber. Even if the artist wasn't filling up arenas or stadiums, during those years the shows that he gave were all full of energy and charisma, building up his iconic live reputation even with such a small following. Of course, this would have stayed on the "mouth to mouth", but due to the poor sales of the big project that was the wonderful Spacy, Yamashita had to recover the money that had been invested. The solution came from none other than Ryuzo Kosugi, and what was proposed was basically a fast release in the form of Yamashita's first live album that would somehow make up for sales. This was supposed to be something quick, that didn't require a lot of effort in making, but Yamashita was, and will always be, a perfectionist, with 1978's "It's A Poppin Time" ending up being a very unique live album. 

What ended up being released was a very specific selection of two shows given at the "Pit Inn" that same year, offering a special mix of exclusive tracks only written and performed for a live setting and live renditions of some of the tracks from the two albums that had been released at the time, giving a glimpse at the energy and the style of the live performances that took place during that time.. The album itself ended up being an issue for the label itself, with Yamashita's exclusive track selection ending up on a double LP that would be hard to sell, but that thankfully would end up fulfilling its purpose thanks to the fans that were charmed by it. Every single track has something to offer, with the lineup that makes an appearance on the record gives their all regardless of the mood and style of the songs (with a young Ryuichi Sakamoto being part of these shows). From wonderful renditions like Love Space, Paper Doll, and Solid Slider; fantastic covers and exclusive tracks such as Space Crush, 時よ, and Pink Shadow; to jaw-dropping jam pieces like エスケイプ and You Better Run. It is without a doubt one of Tatsuro Yamashita's best releases, and despite it being somewhat overlooked, it is definitely essential for those who want to have a taste of the energy, passion, and unmatched charisma of the man's early live period; with the few people who were in attendance cheering and being excited for the wonderful music that was being played in front of them. 

But regardless of that, it seemed to be a one time deal, something that came as a promotion for his live persona instead of something absolutely essential for his discography (but so were the rest of his albums), and it didn't seem like the man was interested on trying such idea again. Of course, after the release of Go Ahead! (whose process was that of a pessimistic and messy mindset, with the artist planning it to be his last solo album), Yamashita was finally finding recognition on the mainstream with the small success of Bomber, kicking the first musical style of his that would become somewhat popular before his more renowned reputations. After this point the golden era of the artist's time with the RCA/RVC label would begin with the release of Moonglow, Ride On Time, and For You, presenting some of his best work and kicking him to the top of the charts with the success of the many singles that were released as well as presenting him as a summer/sea artist with his 1982 record, as well as presenting the artist's most iconic studio/live backup band lineup of Jun Aoyama, Koki Ito, Kazuo Shiina, Hiroyuki Namba and Minako Yoshida; making up for incredible performances that pleased Tatsuro's high expectations. It has been declared many times by both the artist himself as well as his many fans that during these times some of his most iconic presentations took place, with Tatsuro finally expanding to full tours across Japan instead of staying limited to Tokyo, ending up on things like the legendary Ride On Time Concert tour and the Sparkling tour, seeing the artist on a much more optimistic and positive mindset due to finally finding a stable point for both his personal and musical life. 

After that point, the man would end his contract, changing to the steady Moon Records label as well as starting an office of his own, creating a new era for his creative process ending up on more freedom regarding what he could do on studio. The man would keep releasing music and succeeding on the charts with every new record, regardless of the fact that his age was considered as "too old" for the industry. Records such as the unfocused yet captivating Melodies in 1983 (which would go down to become his biggest selling album along side his biggest selling single, presenting his reputation as a "Christmas" artist), the unexpected love letter to surf rock that was the Big Wave soundtrack in 1984, new technical and lineup transitions (with the departure of Kazuo Shiina and Minako Yoshida from the backup band) seen on the artist's jump from analog to digital recording equipment ending up on 1986's Pocket Music, and even his most personal and ambitious project with the wonderful concept album that was 1988's 僕の中の少年. Of course, during all those years Tatsuro kept on presenting himself live with the different "Performance" tours all across the 80's that would be guaranteed to be a big hit in sales, selling out on almost every show, as well as never letting down on the energy and the charisma of the performances that were given (even during the 1988-1989 tour in promotion of 僕の中の少年, which was very tiresome and complicated due to the difficulties that came with replicating some of the tracks of the album, which were just full of small details that Yamashita and company struggled to bring onstage with good renditions that sadly didn't live to the artist's expectations).

Sadly enough, there are no full official or even unofficial recordings that preserved these different concerts, with only some bits and pieces appearing on TV/Radio broadcasts as well as some small bootlegs that consisted mainly on a couple of tracks from time to time, but that wasn't to say that the shows given by the man weren't recorded whatsoever. As it was mentioned before, Yamashita wrote most of his material with a live setting in mind, and starting with the Japanese tours in 1979 and 1980 his writing process started to rely mostly on his live presentations (everything being performed was on a record or would eventually end up on a record, it was a way to test waters and see what worked and what didn't, with such things like the acapella interludes having their own place on releases like "On The Street Corner"), even ending up on most of the For You material being written onstage during touring, and it was something that would continue for years (with some minor exceptions, like during the transition from analog to digital on Pocket Music and 僕の中の少年). Due to those reasons the artist was constantly keeping recordings of his shows in order to revise them and looking what could be improved and what could be removed, with the man being extremely familiar with the material recorded all around the 80's. 

However, this particular process started to be tiresome during the 1988 tour, consisting on some specific tracks that just had too many details that were extremely hard to replicate live, leaving Tatsuro and company completely exhausted, ending up on the idea of taking things on a much simpler tone in future studio recordings and live tours. At that point, Yamashita started thinking about the fact that his live energy and charisma would drastically change with the years, with his career bordering the 16 year mark, making the artist reflect more about his position in life at that point. The solution to try preserving, and at the same time display, his live reputation on a way that would somehow make it justice was very simple to him: making a second live album, but even then, and as it was to be expected from Yamashita, it would be a very special and peculiar proposition. The artist could have very much released one particular full show on the form of a live album or a massive boxset with one selected live show from each year and call it a day, but Tatsuro really wasn't a fan of that western style of putting out live records. As it was mentioned before, he certainly had the mindset of a live performance being a unique experience, something that had to be witnessed in person in order to truly be appreciated, where the true essence of the artist could be truly admired on its full glory, thinking that a live recording would end up being impersonal and completely different from the real thing, but that was not to say that it couldn't be made special. A live concert was one experience, but a live album could be completely different one, and with the new technologies, refining the live recordings that were available could most certainly not be a big issue. In that vein, the idea of Tatsuro himself picking highlights from the many live shows given across the 80's came to be, making up for a very special live record that showed the musical onstage evolution of the artist while also providing for a seamless and timeless experience of its own, ending up on the release of 1989's JOY. 

JOY is a very special experience for anyone that appreciates Tatsuro Yamashita's work from 1974 to 1988. Instead of offering just one properly mixed or improve recording of a full concert, this is an album that goes through ten years of performances in no particular pattern in order to show the love and appreciation of the artist towards the music that he wrote and performed with all his heart throughout all that time touring around Japan. Yamashita was, and will always be, a perfectionist with his music on the way it was recorded and produced on its studio form, with almost every album session taking a lot of attempts, takes, and variants with every song in order to end up on something that pleased the man in almost every different aspect. In his own words, recording was a very creative effort that basically produced something out of nothing, or at least out of something that couldn't really be manifested as a physical thing, so Yamashita was very doubtful at first when it came to the elaboration of JOY, thinking of the idea of a live album as a very impersonal repetition of something that had already happened on its own space. But the thing with live recordings, specially the ones of his own, was that they were a completely different world, something that didn't have the stress of the studio but that still showed the man of his most pure musical form. Before taking part in selecting the tracks for the record, Tatsuro thought that he would need to improve or modify a lot of things from the tapes, but looking at them he realized that they were all in a perfect state, being the most truthful form of experiencing and admiring his music, only needing slight adjustments in the mixing in order to show a clean and coherent sound that could actually belong on a proper commercial release.

This is without a doubt Tatsuro's most essential release, specially taking into consideration the musical efforts he displayed with his many studio works, something that didn't really need a lot of improvements or re-recordings in order to show the artist on his most intimate, emotional, talented, and passionate form. As a result of the particular concept that was proposed for the record, the result is a very fine collection of soundboard recordings form the different 80's Performance tours, but to the point where the spirit of Yamashita just stays consistent and full of joy regardless of the year. To anyone that comes in clueless to the experience, the passing of time just can't be felt whatsoever. This is mainly due to the fact that Yamashita has always been both strict and dedicated with the patterns he follows for a live performance, with basically most of the main lineup not having drastic changes aside of the sad departure of Kazuo Shiina and Minako Yoshida, but still having the essential components of Koki Ito's bass and Jun Aoyama's drums throughout all that period. Tatsuro's arrangements are always very rhythmic, and the man is always focused on having musicians that fulfill his many expectations on the best way possible, ending up on some incredibly dedicated performances regardless of the style of music that was embraced depending on the era. When it comes to studio, many songs changed in arrangement or structure depending on what was trying to be achieved, but Yamashita stays with only one arrangement for every song in his live presentations, making ten years of concerts feel line one connected musical bonanza that just doesn't seem to age in any shape or form. 

JOY flows seamlessly in term of the source of the recordings to the point where it can feel just like one entire concert that had some minor cuts on some sections ending up on what might feel like "fade-in fade-out" transitions. Over the course of twenty one wonderful tracks, the listener is taken through more than two hours of a musical bonanza that just keeps on giving regardless of the song or the era. Instead of making a big live album out of a financial need, JOY is a conscious effort, something made by an artist that wants to show appreciation towards the fantastic performances he gave through his relatively long musical journey. It is a record of big proportions, at first edited for a double CD (with a triple vinyl edition released as a very limited analog production with a different tracklist due to the length of some of the tunes, needing to be rearranged in order to fit on their respective sides, but with Yamashita himself acknowledging the CD release as the true experience of his live album) that is held together by the fantastic quality of the recordings themselves, making up for an experience that doesn't waste a single second, starting as strong and energetic as possible from the first notes of Last Step until the final studio doo-woop/acapella number that is used as a closer. No sort of particular order is used in the structure of the record itself, which means that tracks placed next to each other can have eight years of difference between them, but the wonderful thing is that these differences are close to unnoticeable unless someone checks the date on some of the liner notes. 

If there is one thing to be said about JOY as a whole is that it is the definitive proof that Tatsuro Yamashita's music, and just the man himself, are completely timeless, mainly due to the pure passion that is poured on the onstage renditions of every single song. As it was to be expected, the whole experience as a whole is different from the one offered on "It's A Poppin Time", being less focused on the exclusive tracks and the technical improvisations (even though there are jams in-between a lot of the songs), and more on trying to offer the best renditions of every track. But even then, the atmosphere is different, because while the first album portrayed the passion and energy given in front of a relatively small public (with a very clean sound due to the location where the recording took place), JOY truly feels like a live experience, with Yamashita performing in front of a giant crowd, mostly on big open venues where the sound seems to bounce off at times, having that true live feeling on its ambiance. The songs that were chosen in the end were not picked at random either, being a very evident personal and thoughtful selection, with all tracks having a lot of emotion and passion on their performances and even on their placement on the timeline. 

JOY goes through fan favorites, personal/intimate picks, and some exclusive live covers that just offer the best insight to the wonderful world of Tatsuro Yamashita's compositions on a non-stop experience that is more of a love letter to the music itself more than anything else. Just looking at the selection of tracks shows the very careful nitpicking that happened during this process, with material from even Sugar Babe and Niagara Triangle appearing on the record (this was to be expected of course, knowing how much the artist loves this particular era of his career), with the only thing lacking in that particular aspect being the lack of Moonglow and Big Wave material, but otherwise offering a complete overview of the artist's entire career:

Sugar Babe - Songs: Down Town

Niagara Triangle Vol. 1: ドリーミング・デイ

Circus Town: ラスト・ステップ (Last Step)

Spacy: Dancer / Love Space

Go Ahead!: Let's Dance Baby

Ride On Time: Rainy Day / Ride On Time

For You: Sparkle / Futari / Loveland, Island

Melodies: メリー・ゴー・ラウンド

Pocket Music: The War Song

僕の中の少年: 蒼氓 / ゲット・バック・イン・ラブ (making a lot of sense that the ballads from the album were picked as the live recordings that would end up here, specially considering the fact that Tatsuro felt unsatisfied with the live renditions of most of the layered songs of the record during this particular tour)

Covers: プラスティック・ラヴ (Mariya Takeuchi's "Plastic Love") / La La Means I Love You (The Delfonics) / God Only Knows (The Beach Boys) / 恋のブギウギトレイン (Anne Lewis)
Singles / Others: あまく危険な香り/ おやすみロージー(Angel Babyへのオマージュ)

As it was mentioned before, the flow itself is very admirable, and if one really wants to dive into this particular experience it is very much recommended to check the main CD rips/tracklist (even though there are vinyl and cassette versions available, but the digital mixing/mastering on the CD release definitely ends up adding more to the experience as a whole). Every single track here has something of their own, something that makes them worthwhile for the listener, with some tracks just having very cheerful and grand reprises, while others are expanded through impressive jamming. Looking a the chronological timeline of the recordings it would look something like this:

1981-03-11: Dancer --- Love Space (Recorded at the Pit-Inn, the exact same location were these same tracks were recorded for "It's A Poppin Time")

1984-01-06: ドリーミング・デイ / Ride On Time

1985-02-24: メリー・ゴー・ラウンド --- Let's Dance Baby

1986-07-30: あまく危険な香り--- Rainy Day / The War Song

1986-07-31: Sparkle / Plastic Love

1986-10-09: Futari / Loveland, Island

1989-03-02: おやすみロージー(Angel Babyへのオマージュ)

1989-03-03: God Only Knows / 恋のブギウギトレイン

1989-04-06: 蒼氓  --- La La Means I Love You

1989-04-07: Last Step / ゲット・バック・イン・ラブ / Down Town

Connected To (---): Even though most of the tracks don't hold much chronological relation to each other, being tied together with the help of the "fade-in/fade-out" transitions, some of the selected songs do hold coherence with each other, sometimes transitioning directly into one another in many different ways, including some jamming, some small introductory speeches from Tatsuro, or even just a very sweet pause before continuing the mood with the next track.

JOY is something that shouldn't exist. By 1989 there just wasn't any demand for Tatsuro to make a live album, he sure wasn't in any difficult financial situation, his personal life was just as stable as ever, his musical vision had been satisfied with the release of an intimate concept album that was very unique for his catalog, and even if the 1988-1989 tour ended up being very tiresome for him and the musicians that participated it still made up for amazing shows that pleased audiences across Japan. But that was the thing, the artist was just about to move to another musical era within his studio work, and he was very much aware of that fact. As said before, the recording of 僕の中の少年 and its subsequent tour were very much something that drained the energy and creativity of Yamashita during that time, aside of the transition from analog to digital equipment, so the man was ready to take a step back in order to take upon a more simple style of writing music and performing it onstage, ending up on records like 1991's Artisan and 1998's Cozy. With that mindset, Tatsuro felt the need to somehow document the performances that he had given throughout the 80's, being possible due to the fact that one of his methods for improving arrangements was made by looking at recordings of his own concerts. The result was a two and a half hour long double album that included a personally handpicked tracklist of live renditions of songs that gave a fantastic look at the wonderful charisma and energy that Tatsuro Yamashita was able to display onstage. 

In many ways, JOY accomplishes a similar thing to what the wonderful "It's A Poppin Time" did in 1978 on its own way. Both are very similar in structure, with a specific selection of songs that were considered the best highlights of their respective performances by the artist himself, and even including an exclusive studio acapella track as the closer of the original experience. But while Tatsuro's first live album gave a look at the fantastic energy of an artist that performed for small crowds in the unground music scene of 1978's Tokyo with a mindset of ending his solo career due to poor record sales, JOY shows a man that accomplished the things he wanted in both his personal and artistic life performing in front of large audiences across Japan. On paper it might not sound like a big difference, but the atmosphere, the energy, the overall performances, and even the sound of the recordings with their particular echo are very much a thing of their own, offering an incredible experience that wastes no time whatsoever, making up for a non-stopping musical bonanza that explodes whenever it feels like exploding and gets calm whenever it feels to take things on a relaxed way. It is something that really has to be heard in order to be fully appreciated, and even if a person is not very familiar with the man's work, JOY does an incredible job at giving a full look at his discography. In many ways the album can be pointed at as the best compilation of Tatsuro's work until 1988, with the difference being that all the tracks are performed live. That is a very beautiful key point for the record, none of the songs are 100% similar to their studio counterparts, they are a thing of their own, each one having a thing that differentiates them completely from what might have been available on an album. 

To those who are unaware it might come as a big surprise the fact that this is a collection of different performances that can get to have years of difference between each other. Because if one word is able to truly describes the album and the music found within it is definitely "timeless". JOY knows no time or place, and it doesn't worry too much about being aware of those trivial facts, for it is simply a non-stop musical bonanza that just aims to provide a unique experience of its own rather than just a conventional live concert packed on album form. Yamashita always defined his process of songwriting and arrangement, his entire work really, as something written with a live setting in mind, considering his live concerts as the true way to experience his music. Of course, his policy against bootleg recordings and the illegal distribution of the official live broadcasts that happened from time to time doesn't allow people outside of Japan, or even those who are just not able to go to one of his presentations, to truly admire the man's songs the way they are meant to be. In that vein, trying to put a full concert on album form would be somewhat impersonal, just a very poor replica of the true potential of a full live gig, but Tatsuro's solution for all those small issues was truly something beautiful. Over the course of twenty one songs, the live album takes the listener through almost ten years of musical performances, but it does so on a very intimate and grand way, truly managing to offer a hell of a journey that just captivates the listener from beginning to end, showing the charisma, talent, and unmatched energy of the artist's live performances. 

Going into full detail about what every song has to offer would not be even close to making justice to what every single piece accomplishes on its own, for this is a record full of amazing and heartwarming moments from beginning to end. Everything that made Tatsuro Yamashita the artist he would end up becoming can be found here in many different styles, moods, and energies. It shows both his mellow side as well as his summer side on full splendor, but it also goes a step further by including songs that lead to the way he ended up being, doing something unique by offering a complete look at the person behind such beautiful music. From the fantastic and groovy jamming on メリー・ゴー・ラウンド or Dancer; the fantastic crowd participation on the extended chorus reprises of The War Song, 蒼氓, or Let's Dance Baby; the heartwarming and iconic introduction of the iconic RCA/RVC lineup on the end of the best rendition of Loveland, Island done by the man himself; Yamashita's love for his icon Brian Wilson on a delightful cover of The Beach Boys' "God Only Knows"; the artist offering a fantastic rendition of Plastic Love, the song he wrote as a wedding gift to his beloved wife, by making it something of his own due to his captivating vocal performance; the explosive onstage presence of Tatsuro's vocals being manifested on La La Means I Love You and 恋のブギウギトレイン; the amazingly passionate energy displayed on the renditions of Down Town, Sparkle, and Ride On Time; and many, many, other things that just appear throughout the different recordings. If the album included material from the fantastic Moonglow or the soundtrack for Big Wave, it would most certainly be a much more complete experience, but even then the exclusive material selected more than makes up for that fact.

For the people that followed the man's work since the very beginning, this is simply a musical delight in every way possible. Listening to things like a big crowd getting excited for tracks such as Love Space, which were severely overlooked at the time they came out, singing along and just going with Yamashita's unmatched charisma and onstage dominance is just something that has to be witnessed in order to be fully understood. It truly is the culmination of years of hard work, of an artist dedicated to polish his music as much as possible in every different aspect, making up for fantastic arrangements that just find themselves fleshed out to their full potential onstage. The sound quality on every single song is sublime, and it is something that really has no sort of shifts or changes across the record, with extremely clean sound sources that simply benefited a lot from the polish that they received on their digital mastering, adding even more to that precious and unmatched "timeless" factor. JOY is like no other live album. In many ways, it is a definitive proof of the talent, the passion, and the dedication that Tatsuro Yamashita had, and will always have, towards his music. But above everything else, JOY is a universe of its own, with each song being a world of its own, very distinct from each other while still holding a lot of coherence or consistency with one another. It goes to the point where the tracklist can be changed around or modified in many different ways and it would still make up for a consistent, coherent, and incredibly engaging experience. It is simply a collection of finest pieces that pop music has to offer. 

JOY was surprisingly successful back when it came out in 1989. It didn't go so far as taking the first places on the charts, but it positioned really well, pleasing many fans across Japan, and for very good reasons. The album was the ultimate statement from Tatsuro Yamashita, a passionate love letter in the form of a massive record that did not limit itself to show appreciation only towards his music, but also to himself, to all the accomplishments that had been achieved on his personal and artistic life. It went to the point where the massive double CD album was reissued in limited triple vinyl and double cassette editions, as well as being heavily promoted on national TV and radio, with some incredibly delightful TV spots that showed snippets of the actual video recordings where the audio for the songs were taken from (with some of these spots thankfully being preserved and made available for anyone to admire online, but this was such a curious thing considering the fact that some VHS tapes with some selected video recordings of some of the songs from JOY were also being released, making one wonder about the fact that a full VHS tape recording of the entire recordings perhaps could have made their way into Yamashita's catalog). But the release also marked the end of an era. It truly felt like the culmination of years of hard work on both a studio and live setting, and it came right after one tour full of complications in promotion of the artist's most ambitious and personal studio album. Following 1989, Yamashita would take a step back in many different aspects while taking upon a more simple style of recording on studio and performing onstage. In that sense, JOY was the appropriate farewell to that particular point of his life, providing for a very adequate overview of his entire career up to that point, and doing so on a very big and impressive manner. 

Yamashita kept on touring all across Japan, sometimes in promotion of his new material, others just on casual tours where he performed his music, but after the release of JOY the interest in making more live albums simply vanished. There were some live recordings released on reissues of his albums and on some of the singles that would come afterwards (and of course not overlooking the bonus disc on Ray Of Hope titled "JOY 1.5", offering a small collection of live performances from the 80s and 90s almost on the same vein as the one provided on the original double album experience ), as well as some bootleg recordings being available online, but always taken down due to the strict copyright policies of Tatsuro with his music. Massive collections of Tatsuro's work were released officially on things such as the Opus compilation, but never something that payed tribute to his live material. It is hard to tell if something like this record will be released down the road, but such thing is very unlikely to happen. But even if we are unable to experience a full concert he way it is intended, and even if an experience such as this will never be repeated again; JOY will always be here, feeling as fresh and captivating as ever.

For a big Yamashita fan such as myself, this is heaven, but I personally invite anyone who is interested to just get lost in the absolutely gorgeous soundscapes that can be found within this album. All the studio tracks selected find themselves with no flaws on their live counterparts, making up for a very unique selection of twenty one songs that just captivate the listener in their own particular ways, never wasting any second and never running out of things to offer, making up for a journey that is as timeless as it is wonderful and delightful. It truly is something that really has to be heard in order to be fully understood. Masterpiece doesn't even come close to define this record. JOY is a beautiful exploration of the wonderful universe that is the music of the one and only pop master, Tatsuro Yamashita. 

A delightfully charming and incredibly mesmerizing musical bonanza. It bleeds of passion and it screams with emotion, being as energetic as ever on both the upbeat and mellow moments. It is something that is just full of love, personality, talent, sentiment,  and, well, joy. Truly beautiful.

Sunday, December 27, 2020

Sweetheart My Love, Now Please Don't Look Away / Tatsuro Yamashita - 僕の中の少年 (1988) Album Review

 

Overall Rating: 9/10

Favorite Tracks: 新・東京ラプソディー / 踊ろよ、フィッシュ / マーマレイド・グッドバイ -Marmalade Goodbye-

The transition from analog to digital equipment used in the process of recording, producing, and mixing music was something very difficult for the career of Tatsuro Yamashita. Up to 1984, the man was one of the few artists fighting against the times, displaying a clear disliking and rejection of the new technologies due to a desire to keep the human factor on the music recordings. Why blame him? Ever since the recording sessions for Sugar Babe's "Songs" Tatsuro had been getting used to the analog equipment's capabilities, offering for some interesting dynamics that were explored in different ways across his different projects. Even during the Big Wave sessions Yamashita showed resistance to these new tools, buying every piece of analog equipment available in the market and keeping it in order to try to preserve the legacy of those things that had helped him to make the music he loved. But there came a time to admit defeat, the digital gear was overtaking the market, being much more prominent thanks to the rising fame of some genres like Hip Hop and the presence of more and more pop artists using said technology to record and mix their music. Due to all those reasons in 1985 both Yamashita and Moon Records finally gave in, and the artist was provided with computers and multitrack Sony recorders that were started being used right away in order to produce the man's new studio project, resulting on the release of 1986's Pocket Music.  

After ending his long contract with RVC/RCA Yamashita ended up signing in to Moon Records, entering a stage of pure creative freedom that was not intended to be successful or incredibly popular in any shape or form. Instead, it was seen as an opportunity for the artist to tackle as many styles and influences as he pleased, without the need to come up with a refined or consistent album. That particular easy-going mindset lead to the surprise for the unexpected success of Melodies, as well as the soundtrack for the Big Wave documentary, records that were not consistent whatsoever, but that were full of his best material, ending up in some of Tatsuro's most popular material, as well as bringing the conception of his most iconic single, leading him to have even more freedom when it came to his inventiveness in studio. At the same time, it was necessary to implement the new technologies, something that started challenging the artist's mindset, leading to a new desire to adapt his craft and try to polish it as much as possible using the new tools to their full potential. In that sense, Pocket Music returned to a mindset of crafting something coherent from beginning to end, but that also presented a big variety of musical styles and atmospheres. 

The recording process for the new album was long, tedious, challenging, and incredibly time consuming. The record itself was programmed to be released on 1985, but Yamashita and his team had a lot of problems getting used to producing and mixing with the new computers, with some tracks taking weeks to mix properly, ending up with multiple versions until getting those that seemed to satisfy Tatsuro's needs at that point. In many ways, the recording process and elaboration of Pocket Music was perhaps one of Yamashita's most experimental moments in his entire career, being heavily dictated by a principal of "trial and error", having the chance to try ideas that wouldn't have been possible with the use of analog equipment, trying to deliver the best results. The arrangements themselves were very simple, with every instrument having a melody or harmony of its own, but everything synchronizing in order to make up for one unified melody, resulting on an impressive amount of layers and details for almost every song. Aside from that, Yamashita's role within the recordings was much bigger, for he was taking on the duties of main electric/acoustic guitarist, as well as playing a variety of other instruments, while also working as main songwriter, arranger, and producer. But his work was complemented by the help of a bunch of guest artists that aided where it was needed, as well as having the help of the majority of the iconic RCA/RVC lineup, but sadly being the record to see the departure of the talented Kazuo Shiina and the charming Minako Yoshida. Indeed, Pocket Music was somewhat of a return to form to the Spacy mindset, while also looking to expand new ideas as much as possible, showing the birth of a new era on Tatsuro Yamashita's career.

The album itself was definitely something promising, but it was certainly far from perfect in many different aspects. For starters, the album presented a big clash of styles, from upbeat and joyful to mellow and emotional, and the new technologies didn't seem to adapt all that well to what was being presented. There were brilliant moments that rejoiced in different styles from all across Yamashita's career, picking up old ideas or coming up with new ones, bringing them all to new light. Songs like the title track, Mermaid, or The War Song were polished, promising, and very much full of aspects that made them distinct from each other, but that still held coherence between them. But there were moments where the formula didn't work all that well, specially on the second half on a three song stretch, where the mellow style didn't seem to be executed all that well. It was much more consistent and surprisingly more polished than the first two Moon Records releases, but it was evident that there still was a lot of place for improvement. At the same time, the curious thing was that almost all of those flawed spaces in the overall experience had to do with the mixing and the production itself, showing the struggle to adapt to the new technologies on a clear way. The final result could have been much better in that aspect, and it seemed like Yamashita himself was aware of that, with different mixes of the album coming out with each new pressing (recommending specially the 1991 Remix version, which added the bonus track My Baby Queen, one of Tatsuro's finest gems from this era, recorded in the same sessions but left aside due to some creative conflict from his side).

Either way, the artist's success was still as consistent as ever, but his creative spirit was somewhat unsatisfied with the results of Pocket Music. But still, his Performance '86 Japan tour starting going at full speed, and his freedom started to show with a relatively calm state of mind. A few months later Tatsuro released a digitally remixed version of the original "On The Street Corner", which included some newly enhanced mixes as well as some re-recordings due to the deterioration of the original analog master tapes, which would not be an issue anymore due to the new technologies. The "Christmas Eve" single was re-released as well, this time as a digitally enhanced limited EP, and his biggest single went up the charts once again due to the time of year. A few weeks later, "On The Street Corner 2" would be released as a sequel to the 1980 original album, which in this case were more to be recorded as a premiere of songs that would start being used onstage during future performances. The album itself was pretty much in line with the harmless, for-fans-only, enjoyably non-essential experience that the first entry had offered six years before, but the recording itself was a chance for Yamashita to try to keep experimental with the digital tools that were at hand. It allowed for more fleshed out choruses, all still under the management of Tatsuro himself,  and more trial and error factors with the ability to use as many layers as the artist saw fit, expanding and trying to refine concepts seen on both his previous acapella work as well as with the production of Pocket Music. However, the process itself was still tedious, mainly due to the fact that some important issues regarding the process of recording had not been sorted out even at that point. It was evident that those issues needed to be sorted out, but instead of battling the need to totally give into the new technologies, the solution was trying to solve the issues on a more personal way.

The creative spark from Yamashita was still alive after the release and subsequent tour of Pocket Music, so recording sessions started as soon as possible in order to try and bring a personalized improvement over what ended up being presented in 1986 regarding both music writing/arrangement as well as the technical production/mixing aspects. It was more of a need to respond to the change from analog to digital, a response to the problems that were not solved during the finalization of Pocket Music. Due to the fast increase in the quality of the recordings with the digital tools, the method to try and record on analog master tapes wouldn't work at all, with Tatsuro coming to the conclusion that it would be really hard to make music that he would end up being 100% satisfied with. The transition was hard, and even if it brought a lot of more possibilities it wasn't something that was able to offer as much precision to the things that Yamashita wanted to accomplish with the different recordings for his music. These issues would end up bringing a lot of uncertainty, even to the point where the idea of going back to analog equipment was very tempting, with the label and the artist bringing an analog 16 channel multi-track recorder to the studio in order to record some songs. 

However, fighting against the times would be even harder, and the implementation of that sort of analog technology seemed to be incompatible with Yamashita's policy of producing contemporary music with the tools that were available/popular at the time, which meant that going back to a full analog setting was not a choice. At that point, the sound quality had improved a lot with the use of Sony equipment such as a new master recorder and a quality soundboard that allowed for the use of a huge amount of layers on the mixing and mastering process. Yamashita's need to fully adapt to the times moved forward, and a lot of the difficulties and issues regarding digital recordings would vanish a lot with the change of the Sony PCM-1610 master recorder to the PCM-1630, which meant that Yamashita could record music in an analog way but using digital equipment, which solved a lot of the uncertainty and allowed the artist to push forward. It all lead to the start of the recording sessions for a new project, something that not only showed the evolution of the technical aspects of Yamashita's studio productions, but that would also show a more mature musician/songwriter/arranger due to the new recordings having much more emotional and personal aspects to them. 

And outside of the sound aspects, the production policies of the album were also influenced by the context on which the new music was being elaborated. Mariya Takeuchi's new album "Request" was released in 1987, being very much of singer-songwriter quality, with the writing and arrangement of it being something much more intimate and enjoyable for everyone involved, which was basically what Tatsuro was searching as a expansion for what was presented on Pocket Music. That last album was something that celebrated the styles and the musical identity of the artist on a sound that was much closer to the singer/songwriter aspects, showing a record that embraced both the mellow atmosphere and the upbeat/summer-like moods that had made the artist so popular in the first place on one cohesive and consistent sound that expanded throughout ten tracks. But, in many ways, that particular style of music was the result of a lot of influences and a slow evolution that had been happening ever since the Sugar Babe days, with the album being somewhat of an introspective look in order to finish ideas that were long overdue with the use of sessions that were very much experimental and that showed the birth of a new era for the artist's career. 

In that particular spirit, and as it was natural for the Japanese master, a new step forward was in need, so in 1987 the new sessions resulted on a need to end up on a more concrete sound. It was an artist embracing his past, but at the same time polishing it as much as possible in order to end up on something that had a specific intention as well as a personality of its own. For that to be the case, subtle nuances were to be at hand in the creation of the different sounds, nuances that in theory would have been hard to produce with digital equipment, but that would end up on bringing more intimate and polished results with the new analog-digital interactions. It was a slow but very effective process, with Yamashita keeping on touring all over Japan as well as working with artists like Masayuki Suzuki as a guest producer and songwriter. 1988 would be the year to see the results of the new process that the man was satisfied with, with new singles and covers being released during the first half of the year, and the artist finally releasing his new album 僕の中の少年 in late October.

There is no doubt that 僕の中の少年 is Yamashita's most personal and introspective project. As it happened with Pocket Music, the title of the album was decided before the recording sessions took place, encapsulating the musical and creative mindset that would be tackled with everything surrounding this new project. While Pocket Music was looking to aim for something music that was simple and concise regarding its structure, "The Boy In Me" was something much more intimate and calm regarding its elaboration. The title was picked when Yamashita's first daughter was conceived, something that held a huge importance to his life in every single aspect, and that got him to think about the steps that he was taking with his own life. It was an opportunity for him to take a look at his trajectory throughout the years while also being grateful for the place he was in during that point. There were many different ways to tackle this particular idea in the form of a full studio project, but what Tatsuro ended up choosing was for 僕の中の少年 to be a singer/songwriter concept album. It took inspiration from Richard Harris' "A Tramp Shining" and The Moody Blues' "Days Of Future Passed", records that had captivated Tatsuro since he was young, but that were hardly found in any Japanese band during that time, ending up on the man adapting the idea to his own music. The idea ended up being executed on a very particular way, with the concept itself surrounding every aspect of the record but focusing more on the music and the atmosphere than on the lyrical content itself. 僕の中の少年 is a one of a kind album not only within Tatsuro's discography, but on Japanese pop as a whole. An album that wants to flesh out its ideas on the best way possible over the course of nine songs, offering a varied and dynamic experience that touches many different styles and moods while holding a consistent and engaging atmosphere, all of this while showing the creativity and maturity of Tatsuro Yamashita from beginning to end. 

新・東京ラプソディー starts things off in a great way, presenting a song that came to be during the Pocket Music sessions but that wasn't able to be developed due to the difficulties with the digital equipment at the time. Inspired by Freddie Hubbard's music, Tatsuro wanted to make a song using a Flugelhorn while adding a Harmonica at the same time. The song itself ended up being used as a single along side an edit of The Girl In White as a promotion for the album. The lyrical content shows Yamashita reflecting about both the current state of the Tokyo he lived in while also comparing to its past self, eventually ending up on the artist doing the same thing with himself. The result is a very engaging and energetic opener, something that takes its time to flesh out, but that does so in a fantastic way, taking full advantage of the production and using it to its best capabilities in order to develop a calm and dynamic atmosphere. Hiroyuki Namba's synthesizer opens up the track setting up the main tempo on a very upbeat and cheerful way, while also being consistent throughout the entire song. The groovy bass steps in while getting complemented by the steady kick drum and Yamashita's energetic vocals. The harmonica serves as a bridge to the main part of the instrumental, with the drums having a very particular effect due to the mix, layering themselves with the rest of elements on the best way possible. The main vocal bridge uses the background vocals from Mariya Takeuchi and Tatsuro on a very subtle way, but it ends up having a fantastic in the long run, with the harmonica being one of the main elements to guide the listener throughout the song. 

The Flugelhorn is introduced halfway through with a great solo that stays in line with the main melody, eventually going back to Tatsuro's vocals, with the implementation of the background vocals as a consistent part of the arrangement, ending up on Jun Aoyama providing a short drum solo as a bridge to the final part of the song. The main chorus steps in on all its glory, being repeated over and over while new elements keep being introduced and fleshed out, having an end with the Flugelhorn taking the spotlight along side Tatsuro's powerful and impressive vocal range manifesting itself one last time. The final horn solo marks the outro of the track, with the background vocals humming over the small percussion and the simple drums, while the initial synth melodies don't stop their part at any given moment. 新・東京ラプソディー is one incredible opener, a fantastic track that sets the mood on the best way possible, presenting the simple arrangements on each individual layer coming together for a rich and dynamic melody, keeping up the style of Pocket Music but fleshing it out even further with the use of a more unconventional and dynamic song structure. It all sets up the atmosphere and shows the newly improved production and mixing aspects on an incredible way, being an evident improvement over the digital recordings found on the last record, with more energy on every element and a more precise and effective mixing of the master recordings. It is definitely a much more precise sound, with every element having a reason to be and stepping in on the best way possible, fleshing out the musical ideas on a very special and unique style. It is a song full of life and joy, building up high expectations for what will come next. Without a doubt, one of Tatsuro's best openers, a masterpiece of pop that starts showing the creative maturity of the artist on its full splendor.

ゲット・バック・イン・ラヴ -Get Back In Love- follows right after, a song written for Masayuki Suzuki at first, but that ended up being used during these new sessions, and it would eventually become one of the artist's most popular tracks. The song itself ended up being a very captivating ballad, and the first proper mellow-like track that found its way on the top 10 for the first time since Ride On Time, mainly due to the fact that it was used as the main theme for a TBS show. The label itself didn't find the idea of promoting a ballad something good whatsoever, but Riuzo Kosugi ended up supporting Tatsuro to very good results. The song itself ended up being re-recorded for the album, and it offers a very interesting contrast to the opener on both the atmosphere and the structure itself. A glossy mellow track, with a very emotional piano taking the lead in the melody. It is much more focused on the 80's ballad-like backing vocals, with the main vocals staying calm and passionate all the way through. It all builds up slowly, with very few elements, making up for a sweet track that steps up the energy for the bridge and the chorus with the help of the background vocals and the drums. There is very little use of guitar, and it is very evident that the track is built to be a catchy mellow sing-along, with the main chorus being the specific focus of the song, something that repeats itself while building up more and more with the background vocals, but keeping things simple in the instrumentation, eventually fading out in a calm way right at the end. For it being very straight-forward, it ends up being incredibly engaging and memorable, regardless if it ends up being somewhat repetitive after the second half. If it were shorter it would definitely be much more effective on what it is trying to do. The sweet atmosphere carries on a nice way, being very captivating thanks to the fantastic production and mixing. 

The Girl In White was built as a commercial jingle for Suntory White, and it definitely feels as such. It is extremely catchy from the very beginning, with a very upbeat melody carried on the drums and the percussion, being complemented by Tatsuro's energetic front/background vocals. The lyrics were all in English, written by Alan O'Day, and it was very much inspired by the Afro-American soul scene that was popular at the time, showing that influence clearly on the use of the background vocals. It is very much a contrast to the mellow atmosphere of the previous track, offering something much more dynamic and varied in the use of layers. It has many more elements in the mix, such as the bass, the wonderful trumpet with its very captivating solos, the synth, or the different percussion instruments; but it still manages to come together as one coherent and engaging melody. A simple, straight-forward, and insanely captivating track, a very nice jingle that just knows what to do at all times. This particular upbeat feeling gets contrasted yet again with 寒い夏, the second mellow ballad of the album, this time inspired by Jimmy Webb's compositions, but fleshed out enough to the point where it became a style of its own, with lyrics being written by Mariya on a very steady structure. It was very much a different focus compared to "Get Back In Love", with the main difference being the evident use of string arrangements as a key part of the song as a whole, almost replacing the duty of background vocals as a whole (even though they appear on some points). It is a very basic yet engaging rhythm, something that takes on a slow pace due to the tape's speed during the recording and the mixing. 

So far the album had been able to show the evident contrasts that it has from song to song, all while still holding a consistent atmosphere due to the mixing and the production. Either way, it was all relatively unconventional at the time, even thought it still presented a very commercial spirit on the choruses and the instrumentation. It was very much experimental for Yamashita, and the elaboration of the album came along with a lot of different issues regarding its promotion, and 踊ろよ、フィッシュ, the closer of the first half of the record and one of the highlights of the album. Moon Records wanted to keep on embracing the beach side of Tatsuro, aiming for a new summer hit in the form of a CM that kept on increasing sales as much as possible. However, Tatsuro himself wasn't in the mood of elaborating something like that, instead delivering that particular upbeat track as a replacement in some way or another, ending up on one of the main single of the record. It wasn't Yamashita trying to mess with the label itself, but more of a way to continue with his creative freedom in order to develop something that fell right into his current mindset. The commercial jingle cut of the song itself wasn't promoted well, and it ended up on a song that barely saw radio and TV play, being somewhat unsuccessful at first but gaining some notoriety in the long run. The song itself received various versions, but the one used on the album is the final one, removing all sorts of echo and small details in order to flesh out the ideas as much as possible.

踊ろよ、フィッシュ is very much upbeat, and it finishes off the first half on a fantastic way, presenting a very upbeat melody where the percussion and the drums interact with each other in the best way possible. The structure of the song itself is very much unconventional, something that has its main focus within the verses, while the bridges just build up on momentum until the next repetition of the main lyrics (Fish!!!!!). It is something extremely upbeat while also being surprisingly dynamic and varied in how it plays itself out. The production allows for the many layers to merge together into one explosive and consistent rhythm that just fleshes out as much as possible throughout its duration, making up for a track that accomplishes a lot of things while also not being very convoluted in the way the arrangements are executed. Of course, considering this was planned to be a jingle at first it is no wonder why the final result ended up being as straight forward and captivating as it was. The wonderful use of the brass instruments just shines when put along side Tatsuro's vocals, setting up the atmosphere on a great way, while Aoyama's drums keep on a steady tempo that is never dropped, developing as much as possible until the final segment of the track. It is perhaps one of Tatsuro's more direct arrangements, something relatively simple in elements, but that end up making for a very rich sound when everything is placed together. The mixing allows for every single second to have something to offer, never staying still on one simple aspect, moving as much as possible throughout its length, making up for a very peculiar highlight that just captivates the listener with its catchy and charming spirit, closing the first side on a fantastic way.

In many aspects the album is divided on two distinct sides, with side A being very bright and engaging on its atmosphere while side B shows itself on a much more "grand" spirit in both musical arrangements as well as in the mixing and production itself. ルミネッセンス -Luminescence- serves incredibly well as an opener representing this particular style. A song inspired by Jimmy Jam & Terry Lewis, aiming for a more midnight like atmosphere with the use of the synths and the programmed hi hats on the mix. It is a calm break and a very pleasant opener for the second half, offering a contrast yet again while also setting up the aspects that will be presented with the following songs. The piano, the programmed drums, the synth, the small use of an acoustic guitar, everything comes together shining as bright as Tatsuro's passionate vocals, introducing itself on a very nice way and fleshing as much as possible, but also closing up in a very similar way to how it started. A very nice song, one of Tatsuro's personal favorite, having abstract lyrics while also trying to resemble the night atmosphere on a very captivating way. 

マーマレイド・グッドバイ -Marmalade Goodbye- follows right after, once again being an upbeat track written for a Honda commercial, being one of the highlights of the album while presenting an upbeat track with a very particular instrumental use. Tatsuro experiments with the use of a 16-time beat, while also keeping on experimenting with the lyrical content inspired by Jack Nicholson's "Five Easy Pieces", but taken on a very personal level. Somewhat of a "spiritually homeless" song, of a man walking across a non-existent road with a charming song on his heart, a heart that belongs to no place, that just keeps on walking from east to west. It was a very human song, of a heart that wants to wander around throughout life while learning a lot of things down the road, ending on a song that was one of Yamashita's most proudest works, a self-reflective work that serves as a sort of emotional and personal catharsis in the form of a very captivating track. The rhythm of the track itself is very diverse, surprisingly layered for the atmosphere that it presents. A prominent bassline complemented by the hi-hats, the percussion, and the synth opens up and builds up slow momentum along side Yamashita's powerful vocals. More and more elements keep being introduced, interacting between each other on a  very intriguing way (with a very clear example being how the keyboard is implemented in the mix, being very subtle yet prominent as a key part in the harmony). The chorus blends in with the rest of the atmosphere, nothing steps up in volume aside of Yamashita's vocals, but the progression of the song, its very structure, is very natural and seamless, offering a fantastic interaction overall. Fuchino Shigeo's saxophone part come in prominent as ever, but becoming part of the bigger picture thanks to the mixing, being almost on the same level of the impactful drums. The song keeps on progressing on a constant pace, and it is very surprising to find out that the final saxophone solo leads to the end of the track instead of a reprise of the chorus, fading out on a very unexpected way, but still managing to be an understandable way to close off a track. Definitely something unique even within the album, very dynamic and memorable on its wonderful execution, and serving as a very clear highlight of the entire experience. 

蒼氓 follows right after, contrasting yet again the atmosphere and tone on a very mellow way, presenting the longest song on the entire album. This is perhaps the most popular and recognizable song within the record, due to the fact that it was used as one of the main songs of the 2016 videogame Yakuza 6, seeing an unexpected spike in popularity across Japan and abroad. The track itself was an attempt from Yamashita to try and reenact the atmosphere and melody of a tune that he heard while being in Los Angeles but that he wasn't able to remember as a whole. 蒼氓 ends up being very intriguing in the long, being evidently the most gospel inspired track within the artist's entire catalog,  with it being very heavy on the spiritual and emotional side (even to the point where it could be called his religious/Christian/Catholic song), specially regarding the use of the background vocals on the last stretch of the song. It was somewhat of a reflection of his current state of mind, a very intimate and personal side of his that hadn't really manifested on his music up to that point. Yamashita was a religious man, being very conscious about that aspect of his persona, with that particular side of him being embraced by his love for music and the power that it held as a form of expression. As with the rest of the album, the objective was for Yamashita to be able to express his ideology and personal beliefs (regardless of the fact that it wasn't necessarily a Japanese form of expression or something common at the time, but also being inspired by the free experimental spirit that groups such as YMO displayed at the time), trying out things that wouldn't have been possible to fit on any other project, and songs like 蒼氓 are a good evidence of that. 

蒼氓 serves like a very powerful, personal, and intimate hymn, another ideological catharsis that shows a side of Yamashita on the best way possible, showing his beliefs on a very bright and grandiose way, specially with the progression and structure of the arrangements. Relatively simple in spirit, with some synths, keyboards, and drums leading the main melody while Yamashita sings on a very calm and passionate way, eventually introducing the humming background vocals on a subtle way at the same time as the wonderful basslines. It all progresses on a fantastic way, and it builds up towards the memorable and captivating final segment, where the background vocals come together with the help of guests into the "Lalala Unison Chorus", where Yamashita just shows his passionate vocal range while the acapella vocals just keep on fleshing out further and further, showing the evident religious gospel influences taking shape on a fantastic way. Of course, that particular final segment feels very much written as a sing-along live part in mind, and it very much is. The emotional and sentimental importance of the song is very evident, and from that point on the song would become a very special part of Yamashita's live performances, while also appearing on a number of important compilations and presentations throughout the years. A once in a lifetime masterpiece, a very particular mellow oddity within the artist discography that is just too captivating within its passionate melancholy, with an atmosphere and a progression that just flow on a very calm and engaging way. Just a fantastic song.

Finally, 僕の中の少年 the last song of the album, steps in, taking the spotlight and closing things on a very suiting and charming way. Of course, going on somewhat of a full circle, closing things with the self-titled track, which also happened to be written as a Honda CM at first. As with most songs on the album, this one is also a very cathartic and reflective song, talking about how the little boy inside of him is going to be passed to his own children. Lyrically and atmospherically, it is a very special and unexpected closer, even to the point where it can get to feel esoteric in some aspects, being something that ends up conveying somewhat of an eccentric feeling while being very symbolic as a whole. The arrangements are the evident highlight of the entire song, with the chord progressions having a very particular kick and mood thanks to the very specific production and mixing values found within them, making up for a very special track that was a product of its time. This happens mainly due to the drums, which are sampled in different layers of both analog and digital, ending up on a very particular punch to the ears that is really hard to try and replicate in all aspects. It is a very strange tone that fits the song incredibly well, specially during the very great chorus. The main samples all come together with the actual performances, blending into one coherent melody that guides the listener with the help of Tatsuro's vocals, offering a particular structure that ends on a very peculiar instrumental passage where every single elements presents itself before fading out completely on a subtle way. In many ways, the song is a great encapsulation of everything that has been presented on the record. The different harmonies and melodies coming together into one carefully crafted rhythm that works thanks to the mixing and the production, very personal and introspective lyrical content from Tatsuro, somewhat of an unconventional structure and progression that just flows naturally from beginning to end, and something that is definitely unique to this record. A Tatsuro Yamashita song that grabs from a lot of places, being influenced by a bunch of context, but that ends up sounding unique to the one and only talented Japanese master. A great closer for a great album. 

僕の中の少年 is without a doubt Tatsuro Yamashita's most intimate and intriguing release. The album  itself came to be during a transition point for the artist, a point where he realized that fighting against the times was useless, but that it was also possible to adapt on a way where he was able to fit comfortably within the new technologies. The solution of working with both analog and digital equipment brought with it a lot of more possibilities regarding the quality and experimentation of the recordings, being an extension of what was found on Pocket Music while also moving forward in order to explore new grounds. It was also a point where his own intimate life was something that was maturing and moving forward in many ways, making the man reflect upon his own self and how he could be able to express those thoughts with his music. His older daughter was born, an event of huge relevance in his private life, leading to him being much more mature and personal with his creative process, being grateful for his experiences and deciding to manifest a lot of his personal/intimate aspects in his multiple arrangements. It was not only an artist proudly embracing his past with the help of his music, but it was also a need to look for an evolution, the next step that would refine everything as much as possible within the new contexts that surrounded the artist, looking for something that ended up satisfying both the artist's inventive and personal needs. The solution was something very curious, creating a once in a lifetime project within his career in the form of a concept album, something that would be hard to replicate due to its experimental nature, which was allowed due to the use of the new technologies, taking things to an even bigger picture. It was a concept focused on both the music and lyrical themes, tackling the idea of Tatsuro Yamashita's identity, his personal search for it, and the experiences he had in both the past and the present. 

Of course, taking into consideration this newly found spirit of creating something new, the old styles that the artist was known for show themselves as influences rather than taking the spotlight by offering a "summer-like/Christmas-like" song. 僕の中の少年 goes through Tatsuro's past, picking up some ideas and polishing others, but at the same time presenting something entirely different, unique, and full of personality; fleshing out every single aspect possible in order to end up on a sound that really belonged to Tatsuro Yamashita. From beginning to end there is a fantastic atmosphere that stays consistent due to the production and the mixing, but every single track is practically a world of its own, with their own individual focus, influences, lyrical topics, and structures. There is always an upbeat track being contrasted with a mellow ballad, offering a very coherent and engaging balance that is hard to predict, surprising the listener on every single turn, but that also manages to stay as accessible and captivating as ever. Very unconventional themes, but very accurate at reflecting the mindset of the artist that was determined to portray them. It is an album that talks about Tatsuro's heart wandering endlessly (but at the same time being calm, grateful, and ever-changing), talking about the artist projecting his innocent self on those who are basically his descendants, about intimate religious beliefs which end up being a key part of what pushes the man forward, about love, the past, the need to cry, and the search to mature as much as possible with every step that is taken. 

More than it being a search for an exclusively consistent musical experience, 僕の中の少年 worked more as a sort of emotional, creative, and personal catharsis, showing that on a great way from beginning to end. Throughout the course of nine tracks Tatsuro Yamashita wanders across a variety of wonderfully intimate topics, being engaging and introspective in the way they are presented, never too open due to some of them being cryptic on their meaning, but still carrying a lot of passion in both the lyrics as well as in the music itself. And that is the thing, one doesn't have to understand Japanese in order to connect with the topics, if anything, the album doesn't depend exclusively on the lyrics, being able to express itself on a clear way with the dynamic and varied arrangements. The album itself is divided into two parts, with the first half being the bright side and the second half stepping in as the place where Yamashita expresses himself on a very grand manner. As a whole it all ends up on very unconventional ideas for what would be expected from a Yamashita album, further developing the singer/songwriter spirit of the last album but touching new ground thanks to the mix of analog-digital in the master tapes. Of course, this doesn't really mean that the album is perfect. 

There was still somewhat of a struggle to adapt to the new conditions when recording and mastering the tracks, also taking into consideration the "out-of-the-comfort-zone" emotions that Yamashita was embracing with his arrangements, so it was very evident that some tracks would get executed on a better way than others. 新・東京ラプソディー, 踊ろよ、フィッシュ, マーマレイド・グッドバイ -Marmalade Goodbye-, 蒼氓, or the self-titled closer definitely stand out as evident masterpieces within Tatsuro's career, excellent tracks that are very much different from each other, but that end up holding a lot of coherence on their tracklist placement thanks to the atmosphere that surrounds all the tracks. From upbeat tunes that implement brass instruments or a harmonica as essential parts of their arrangements, to more mellow ballads that slowly unravel with their religious gospel influences; these tracks certainly stand out as the highlight of the experience, with each one giving a lot to talk about when touching their influences and their particular execution. However, the rest of the material, while still good, certainly could have taken some more time to be fleshed out to their full potential. But even then, every single song has something to offer, something that makes them their own isolated experience, showing the many moods and attitudes of the master in a great way. The amount of detail and care put on every single song is definitely admirable, and all that thoughtful process certainly shows itself in the form of a surprising, engaging, passionate, and unique record. From beginning to end, 僕の中の少年 is able to offer a very layered journey, something that would end up being really hard to replicate in a live and studio setting, showing an artist stripping himself to his very deep core, expressing all of that with the help of the wonderful songs that form the album.

The many covers/artwork included on the album and the singles (particularly the single cover and themes touched on 新・東京ラプソディー) display the identity of the project on a very suiting way, showing a man driving around in his bike while contemplating his surroundings, keeping a calm and plain mindset in order to admire and reflect about the moments that he is living in. It was very much something that required a lot of effort and preparation, and while the final product satisfied Tatsuro's personal and creative needs, it did come with a lot of issues. Most songs on the record had an impressive amount of layers and details, so much so that it was really hard to replicate or deconstruct on an efficient way for both a studio and live setting. The artist had gone against the wishes of Moon Records to revive the "sea/summer-style" that had made him very popular years ago, instead focusing on either mellow ballads or very unique upbeat tracks such as 踊ろよ、フィッシュ, with those being risky moves that ended up paying off in the long run. The man said it himself better than anyone, "music that is made just to be a success isn't good in the end". He just didn't feel like going back to what made him famous because he was no longer with that type of mindset. Instead, Tatsuro Yamashita decided to push forward with something new and unique, regardless of the technical, commercial, or health/personal difficulties, ending up on an album that he was satisfied with.

Yamashita took as much advantage as possible from the very particular analog-digital equipment that he had acquired, with every performance being captured on an effective and precise way, all in order to provide with some of the man's most rich instrumental arrangements. The "Performance 88'-89' tour" that followed the release of the album was tiresome, challenging, and somewhat of a disappointment for the artist himself. Tatsuro shared his intimate thoughts to big arenas, seeing a very positive and welcoming response, even if most of the new songs weren't able to be fully replicated with the limitations of a live concert, but the songs saw themselves being affected by these barriers. But even then, those particular performances would go down as some of his best. It was very much a grand and energetic tour that squeezed out the energy from everyone involved, but that saw an artist trying to express himself in the best way possible. It is not hard to empathize with the path Yamashita took after this point.  僕の中の少年 was very much a singer/songwriter album, but the arrangements and style of music was far away from simple in the bigger picture. However, after such a long process, a very intimate elaboration, and a tiresome tour; it was only natural that things would take a step back in the process, going to much more laid back and relaxed concepts and styles. Records like Artisan or Cozy don't really shine for their musical or artistic inventiveness, more for a chance for Yamashita to just take things as loose as possible and have fun with the process of making an album. But still, regardless of what would come in the future, 僕の中の少年 will always be present as something truly special. An album that shows the many emotional and creative conflicts/reflections that Tatsuro Yamashita was going through during that point of his life in the form of a diverse and varied experience that stands out even within the world of Japanese pop. Due to the reputation and popularity that he had been building for years, Tatsuro found the perfect time and place in order to execute a project such as this. It was a once in a lifetime achievement, something that came to be at the right time and the right place. 

A very personal concept album that bleeds of passion and love, showing a lot of maturity when it came to expressing the inner struggles and reflections of a person that embraces the boy that is living inside of him, all in the form of nine beautiful songs. An emotional catharsis that really invites the listener to get lost within the charming, sweet, and calm atmospheres that it has to offer. It may not be as popular as For You or Ride On Time, but it still holds up as a wonderful gem within the man's career. Even if it is not completely perfect, every single track has something unique to show to the listener, managing to provide for an incredibly captivating journey that doesn't let down at any single moment. Just wonderful.

O-U - Buddy, Ekoda, Tokyo, Japan, 14-11-2003 / Bootleg Download

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